limbotic post

My father who raised me for 26 years had passed away on the 17th November 2005.

I don't know what I am feeling now.

I still have things to do and his last wish for me to fulfil.

But I feel stuck.

I am irritable at every small issue now. This is bad.

I remember crying uncontrollably for the first time in many years on that day.

There was so much I had wanted to do for him when I would have come back from Sydney.

But now, it all became a mere possibility that remains stuck on 17th November 2005.

I miss him alot.

I really hope his essence, his soul will go on to the Western Paradise as described in the Buddhist scriptures.

I really do miss him.